Diary 70

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This isn't end.
I'm still on my way chasing my dream.

Not gonna let anyone know what my dream is.
But clearly, it won't be an easy one.

I'm still on my way chasing it.
Just because others are showing result doesn't mean mine one not gonna come along.
It just the timing. Good things takes time. I still believe in it.

Diary 69

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Sometimes,
We will just wonder,
"What's wrong with me ?"

Seriously, I really do wonder.
"What wrong with me doing this and doing that ?"
I just can't help but let it.

I don't really mean to hurt anyone.
I really don't mean it.
How can I prove it ?
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It's been a confusing question for me.
Don't wanna get bothered by it.
*meh * :/

Diary 68

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Not sure what happen.
But the sure thing is,
I'm not adapting.
NOT ADAPTING.

Which would means a totally unusual behavior of mine.
For the fact that, I was and used to be a fast adapting people.
I have final papers coming in the following two days,
will be having hard time to pass, but still;
I'm sitting in front of my laptop.
Surfing the internet, social media for nothing,
Buffer some anonymous video and wasting shit times.

WHILE
I should be studying for my final paper,
copying question and answer repeatedly,
understanding question fully and some more,
completing all the undone assignment.
AND most importantly,
prepare for my internship.

Above all that I should have done or on the way doing,
and what I shouldn't have done, I'm here feeling empty and "meh".
So what happen ?

Diary 67

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I believe I saw the milky way.
Just one word.

MAGNIFICENT.

Diary 66

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Had last dinner with senior few days ago.
Sound memorable. (?)
And normally by this period,
Lots of them will experience these I'm-gonna-graduate-soon feeling.
Most of them actually. 

Don't ask me why.
Cause I'm here to graduate FAST !
And eager to reach the society ASAP !
I clearly don't wanted to understood this kind of feeling right now !
I JUST WANTED TO GRADUATE ASAP!

Anyway, thanks to them I have started to figure out what I should have done during my graduation day ! :D And hopefully it will turn out to be a great great graduation ceremony. A memorable one cause I'M FINALLY GRADUATED!

And so now...

Dear time, 
If you are able to make me waking up to my third year by tomorrow or anytime when I asleep, PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO DO SO !

Sincerely, 
Tang.

Diary 65

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Our own mistake,
Admit to the fact that no one would wanted to admit their owns.

Diary 64

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You know you are cheap when you are willing to sold your soul out for just a mere exam.
And by the way, the exam meant nothing to you anyway.

Just score it. Since it means nothing.
You ain't selling part of your soul out;
You just choose to compromise with the immature behavior around you.
And this is just for the sake of them.

Be a good and stupid follower to destroy your opponent ground in the future.
This ain't compromising. 
It's called information gathering. 

Diary 63

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For God's sake!
Just let me go !
I don't wanna do physics.
I don't wanna do science, damn it !

*Stop complaining.
Or else, you will end up doing nothing !

Diary 62

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Something must have went wrong when you clearly understood that you are a piece of something and you just couldn't shine out in the current field you at now.

Not that I wanted to quibble over something so little and be stingy, but dude, when I wanted to do something, I WILL MAKE IT COME TRUE no matter how ! And it will be as fascinating as it could have be, at the most edge of my power and capability.

If I'm failing and being fussy, that mean I'm not interested, I'm sorry that I'm not interested, but as well, I'm NOT someone easy to go along with giving up without trying. 

DO NOT TEST MY PATIENCE.
DO NOT TRY TO JUDGE ME IN YOUR WAY.

You're lecturer, you should have seen more that I do.
I don't need you opinion to continue my life.