The UGLY Truth

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Is the reality cruel ?
Is the world caring ?
Is the human you meet trust-able ?

I've been quite a blamer these few days,
but it only start-out since these few days.
Someone taught me something bout 50/50.
So izzit truly correct ?
Izzit true that we can stand on our own without even relying on other, especially family ?
Izzit true that we are not avoiding any circumstances ?
Izzit true that we are not prepare for this world when me have to ?
There is so many question running in my mind .
And they are all so offensive.

I'm really scare,
if I scare just blast it all out,
will I get what I want ?
And at the mean time,
will they manage to cope with it ?
They're all friends, My dear friends.
and for the moment, I'll choose to avoid 1st.
I'll just surrender myself.
To anyone.
To the world.
To the destroyer.
To the end of my life.

Please, BEAT YOUR MIND!!!!!!