Friday, October 25, 2013

Diary 4 - 2

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越假的人,越事事都不管的人;
发起疯来,越不能自拔,不能镇定。

Mom and Dad,
I'm sorry for being your only ignorant child,
I'm keeping everything in myself,
And now, I can't cope myself with all the stress and pressure anymore.
I'm simply being exhausted.

Can I stop for one year, and start again ?
I'm so scare, I don't wanna be a bad person,
I don't wanna be a bad guy,
I love you all.
Can I voice out my opinion ?
Can I achieve my dream ?
Can I dream ?
Can I ??

Answering :
I can't right ?

The education system was so bold.
I have decided to leave everything and start new.
So I met challenge, and I shouldn't have accepted it right ?
Cause it bring me to my dream,
making me kneel in front of her,
making my cry,
making me lost,
and bring me back to myself.

I worked my ass off in order to live my life,
but it doesn't seems enough.
Guess I'm just pathetic right ?
And now, I'm lost, again.

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