I've been spotting some 客套话/fake/conversation today..
And yes, you may think that I'm over reacting or what..
But to tell you the actual thing is, I've gone tired.
really TIRED, to the point "Imma not gonna respond to anyone anymore."
Thing goes with initiator, u started it, u have to end it.
Life goes harsh, but if u don't face it, u fail it.
I've really been thru a lot today.
They shall say : "Who asked you to go ?? Nobody asked you!!!"
And YUP! I'm just doing something to make myself more and more pathetic and showing it off to everyone. I'M PATHETIC!!!!
So, happy ?..
I don't. I don't copy why.
Everyone was so excited. Why would I ?
And now, I'm being unfair to them right ?
Putting everything here, spilling every dissatisfaction here without even discuss it.
And why should I discuss, bring it to the surface, make it UGLY ?..
Human wear mask to socialize, pure-hearted one don't.
They say something could trigger imagination of others.
So they get what they didn't wish for. Even being mistranslated.
Truth was bent, so do statement.
And thing just always happen.
Initiator held responsible for the thing they promote at the first place.
Those who get the credit, should just get the credit.
Initiator was nothing but a bridge and troublemaker.
They get dismissed then not in use;
They get kicked after the main occurrence.
They get blamed after error appear.
And they are left-alone.
I'm DONE. ALL DONE.
My loyalty was abused ?..
I wish I could say yes, based on my condition.
*and yea, I'm quite a blamer..*
Word of the Day - Blamer : ppl who blame everything good or bad that happen at any condition or individual to anything that could possible be the reason of blaming.
And now, I'm being unfair to them right ?
Putting everything here, spilling every dissatisfaction here without even discuss it.
And why should I discuss, bring it to the surface, make it UGLY ?..
Human wear mask to socialize, pure-hearted one don't.
They say something could trigger imagination of others.
So they get what they didn't wish for. Even being mistranslated.
Truth was bent, so do statement.
And thing just always happen.
Initiator held responsible for the thing they promote at the first place.
Those who get the credit, should just get the credit.
Initiator was nothing but a bridge and troublemaker.
They get dismissed then not in use;
They get kicked after the main occurrence.
They get blamed after error appear.
And they are left-alone.
I'm DONE. ALL DONE.
My loyalty was abused ?..
I wish I could say yes, based on my condition.
*and yea, I'm quite a blamer..*
Word of the Day - Blamer : ppl who blame everything good or bad that happen at any condition or individual to anything that could possible be the reason of blaming.
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