2013 Diary - Part 3

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Part 3.
Hmm, I'll start the story a little bit away from the time chronology.
So, it would be starting from June to September of this year.
Why ? *cause I'm having my SEM break for two month and I did ALMOST nothing in this two month, bitches.*

June was the month of final,
And life really got harsh up to me.
I don't get why actually.
Izzit everyone feel the same or just me the only one felt it ?
It should be fun and thrilling. But, it just go to the unfortunate way.

I was elected as this Secretary in a club.
And start facing off 'new' challenge everyday since then.
People, trouble. But at least someone was with me.
*not now anymore.*
Fake faces, spreading-wild rumors, and drama.*Gosh.
Its ok, telling myself that..
Cause my limit is beyond their expectation.
And I tot it was the never-being-distorted part of a company.
So, I was rather relieved at that time.

Btw, I choose to stay with my new friend that met later, instead of coursemate.
But who knows, 
Problem and trouble appear even if we weren't staying together.
So I wasn't regret that I STAY OUT of their business.

#rule must follow
DO NOT STAY WITH INCURABLE  BRAT.
DO NOT STAY WITH PEOPLE WITH NO OPINION AT ALL.
*and looks what's the idiot talking about??!!..*
Whatever. *rolling eye*

Soon as June end, everything ended.
Unsettle or settled, everything end, end, end!
Neither in a perfect way nor a imperfect way,
It just hang there and been thrown aside.

I got myself a job 'new' part time job, 
Erm, get back to reality actually.
Tried to find something better, end up getting more more underrated. 
And so, get back to the rather less cruel reality. Damn it.
I won't forgive myself for that. *ish.

Anyway, screw it, it just part-time job.
Even if I do it seriously, people will just take me for granted,
esp typical customer and 'co-worker' I familiar with.
*cause I worked as service crew in a restaurant.*

Btw, I learned the word kemosabe, 
[Thx much to Johnny Depp's movie. ;) ]
together with a kemosabe, not sure he still thought me as his kemosabe or not.
Just to let him know, I still haven't give up yet.
And it seems effortless,
cause I can't find any other similarity that exist other than the one I destroyed.
*puff*annoyed me a bit*

Then, July End, August End.
September came. School reopen.
Event happening in UMT.
And everything start to re-volute. 
Just hard enough to resist.
And yet still trying my best to resist. 
This is the part, where my life went underrated, unappreciated. 
And seriously abused, in some way. 
But that shouldn't be any problem, I CAN HANDLE IT.
*at least that is what I think of that time.*

Soon, people around me start to changed. 
I wasn't sure anymore, whether I should continue or not anymore.
So, I guess everyone will have that this moment right ?
But why izzit they acting so normal, as if nothing has ever happen ?
Why ? Or I'm way too mature, thinking/over think too much that this kind of treatment is the only treatment I shall deserved ? Fine. I'll accept YOUR challenge. And I'll have faith in you that you are standing at the same level as I or higher to challenge me equally.

Well, at least everything went well for me in this part of the year.
I tried to find a good part-time - failed;
But at least I still get a part-time - fight;
I tried to live my life to the fullest - failed;
But for the least, I still earned my money, I get my life back and family start to put trust in me. And yet, not all faith they have in me.
- End -