Diary 41

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Well, its been awhile.
Hasn't been updating this blog since,
like 1 month or 3 weeks ???..

Anyway, screw it.
it's been smooth month for me, for the least.
I'm over it. Used to it.
Being someone who always over-think too much,
And born from a outcast-ed place,
I don't complaint much.

In fact, I can't.
I can't choose my dad.
I can't choose my mom, my siblings.
This love and hate relationship just simply I can't ignore.
So don't point your finger at me saying I'm not being myself or what.
Cause this is who I am. Thank you for the respect.

Ohya, no sure why I wrote this.
But, I just wanted to.
So don't ask why, just trust.
And last, happy struggling for life.