Diary 35

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Hmph.
I'm kinda blank this recent.
Mayb cause of those memorizing stuff and final paper, midnight oil burning or what-so-ever.
My brain need a rest. Cause those syndrome are showing.
I began to think too much, mood swinging.
And get way too emotional at sometime.
But I can't help it. I really can't, unless you give me money and time, and chances.
*p.s//I know I'm way too greedy.
Whatever.

Money, is not enough no matter what,when or how.
Damn you government. Thanks for the hike.
Now, I got to struggle more. Fuck it.
And now I really mean it.
I got my life, my way, and ma style.
And money plays a bigger role in my life since its lacking get more obvious.
Damn you for the hike.
I'll show you my vendetta face/force someday.
You just wait.
Now here's a [[midfing]] as appetizer.

 Time.
Constraint by most of the people around me.
How I hate these people could please do yourself a favor.
Please, if you are not helping, do walk away yourself.
I don't need you to spoil my plan, waste my time convincing you.
And you are not even being considerate to me.
I hate how you all think my time is yours sometimes.
Imma not gonna let you waste my time and money socializing with useless information and people.
Well, it wasn't all you guys fault anyway, I was being too kind and never learn hoe to reject. My bad.
And that how I was being abused.

Chances.
For somebody who really have something in their mind,
The only reason for them being upset was -- not a chance are given or granted.
Damn it! Even if there is really a chances there,
Those dumbass around you will still be dumbass,
Not being able to put some gamble in their life, and give it a try.
Once in a while, create your luck la please!!!!
And can't you guys just believe in the luck you created???!!
Chances are there all the time.
Its just you the one who don't appreciate it and not brave enough to challenge it.
Why you being so coward!!!

Another topic bout chances,
Do create your own chances.
Don't ever let negative people stop you.
Do create it and believe in its creation,
Cause nobody gonna believe that there is a chance if the creator he himself doesn't believe in it.
Have faith and fight for it!!!!!! ARgh!!!!!!!!
Follow your heart!!!!!
Otherwise, don't show your pathetic face around!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED MONEY, TIME, and CHANCES!!!!! FUCK IT!!!!

MONEY - TO DONE ME WITH ALL THE SUPPLEMENT AND MATERIAL.
TIME - TO DONE ME WITH KNOWLEDGE AND OPPORTUNITY!!!!
CHANCES - TO DONE ME WITH KNOWLEDGE AND MOTIVATION.

Hell ya'!!!!! Dang it!!!
I'm indeed a lazy brat.
Who the hell in this would have all of this ?..



P.S : just let me put my rant here for just a one post.
I am too tired, I can't focus.Whatever. *SLAP HARD TO FACE*